Sunday, November 1, 2009

其实...我不很高兴

家里一时发生了一些事,妹妹搬回槟城了,但面临寄人篱下的状况。很多时候,我是因为这个原因而不回家。可能表面上没什么事的,但长久下来不是办法。我宁愿走得远远的,租房子,不必看别人脸色。是不是年轻人受不住气?可能大人们只是关心我们吧。婆婆和爸爸决定把祖屋装修让后搬回来。真是可怜老人家。这么事情会是这样的?需要花一大笔钱...但以后我回家就真得有家回了。和妹妹想了很久,我就要搬到新加坡了,我的“拉拉杂杂”要放在哪里好??到现在都没有解决方案。姐有老公家,妹有男友家,我可能就放在KL妈妈家吧...还是把那些都丢掉呢?我是个流浪者,不应该有太多“收藏品”,哈哈!!带着电脑就可以走天下??应该吧^^

姐姐要办喜事了。但没有人开心。(可能爸爸不知头尾的真得很开心)姐变了!全部人都说她变了。真得很疑惑,结婚是为了什么?让两人世界升级?给对方名份?我看到的结婚都是$$$. 结婚一定是会花钱(可能我的会计师惯性,样样讲钱)当然,一生人一次的人生大事,当然是该做足的。父母都会为孩子光荣,就让他们风光一次。你从来没好好计划过...你不该埋怨的...真得很伤心当从她口中说出一些难听的话...所有会发生的事你该预料到的...姐,别太天真了!难免我们会怀疑是不是你老公在背后说了什么...你不会这样的...或许时间,环境,身边的人,性格,心态,让人变了。

无法想象婚礼当天是怎样的...我依然祝福你。

2 comments:

  1. I can see that you have complicated family. But in fact, among the others, u are strongest. U live up yourlife as single lady that is taking man's role to bring comfort to the family. And at the same times, stay stronger, don't let them hold u back. Try to get motivation from god. And besides, marriage is something holy

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  2. eh maysyn..dont get disheartened....like i've told you, eventually, one day (dunno when) she'll realise thats its her mistake to step away from you guys....Our family members will be the only people supporting ourselves all along...she dunno what she miss lor....

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