yaya, i am back....now i check back my last post, is August...really omg...too long i never update my blog...thanks to yy keep on reminding me that no updates from me..haha! here is the best place to release stress, to tell my own stories....
is end of November...since last mon, after my cousin's wedding week, feel so stress up and down...i guess maybe hormon imbalance also..haha!! girl allows to be emotional few days in a month...is forgiveable~
now the most important thing in my life is facing ACCA exam, final paper!! i really wish i can successfully pass and i no need to sit for this kind of suffering exam again~ everyone around me asking me when i plan to finish it...especially my family, my aunt, cousin etc...really dunno how to answer them...so i mz mz mz pass this sitting! bless me...of course have to put in 100% effort~
in btw, face working pressure at the moment...now my strategy in workplace is----low profile, do my own thing, talk less.....try to keep the passion of work....though not really much "heart" staying in this firm, but i have to wait until end of my bond period....and leave~
i make a very dumb mistake again....have feeling towards someone that do not appreciate me....i shdnt be so silly again...luckily not too deep...is time to wake up and continue with my life...have lots of plan for my life...getting older and i reli scare of reaching age 30...the worrying part is i must achieve certain target at that age, so i have to work hard for that....
i always want to thank my friends that stay beside me all the time...my jimuis...my best buddy....appreciate that....u all really bright up my life....muaksss
now we are waiting for our 2012 annual trip....sound abit funny....2011 we dont have annual trip for jimuis...planning for NZ trip in 2012....hehe....
生命有所期待变得更精彩
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Sorry to my friend
so long didnt update my blog....i miss my personal space here...
have to say sorry to my friend...this time i have to reject u....very very firm.....i really cant take it....i know this make u sad....i shouldnt give u hope...is my fault...i jz wan to say sorry....
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Bad mood
After back from sandakan, many things happened...make me very bad mood....sometime i just wish i can ignore everything happened at home and live happily myself in Singapore...can I?
if everyone can do his/her own part well...then the world is peace....
why why why?
hope that bad things can go away....
if everyone can do his/her own part well...then the world is peace....
why why why?
hope that bad things can go away....
Saturday, June 5, 2010
时间,是最大的成本.
时间,是无价的;这当中,也包括它可以换来的成就.
但如果你认真去计算,为达目的所付出的时间成本,还是会让你大吃一惊
生个孩子,将他养大成人需要多少时间?
为了环游世界,需要准备多久的时间筹足旅费上路?
为了做自己想做的事,需要转换跑道几回,跌倒几次,才能够实现?
正当时间一分一秒的过去,已经有人努力不懈的在为人生的目标打稳基础;
所以,你是不是应该问问自己,现在是在消耗时间成本,还是在筹集时间成本?
~很有意思~
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Mayday 3~
20 May 2010....
My baby back to me lorr.....was away to NZ for 2 weeks time....i think he enjoy itself very much there^^
already 5mths+ in this firm....life is always unfair.....some people contribute alot of hardwork but no one knows....when no one appreciate you, i dont think you will be happy staying here....this applied to one of my lovely colleague....whereas, some people....maybe got "outstanding look" and having special treatment....but i believe...this wont last......feel so sorry to my dear colleague....
dunno why...no mood to work....when i think about my kl trip....very imbalance...i mz have my compensation....my health problem is bothering me now.....my heart beat....is very unstable..this makes me very worried...i am looking forward a bright future for myself...dont what to suffer myself in this kind of environment...but is all about job satisfaction and challenge in my life...sometime i do like my job...sometime only..haha!!
My baby back to me lorr.....was away to NZ for 2 weeks time....i think he enjoy itself very much there^^
already 5mths+ in this firm....life is always unfair.....some people contribute alot of hardwork but no one knows....when no one appreciate you, i dont think you will be happy staying here....this applied to one of my lovely colleague....whereas, some people....maybe got "outstanding look" and having special treatment....but i believe...this wont last......feel so sorry to my dear colleague....
dunno why...no mood to work....when i think about my kl trip....very imbalance...i mz have my compensation....my health problem is bothering me now.....my heart beat....is very unstable..this makes me very worried...i am looking forward a bright future for myself...dont what to suffer myself in this kind of environment...but is all about job satisfaction and challenge in my life...sometime i do like my job...sometime only..haha!!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Mayday 2~
ergggggg...sad!!
today boss and Am meeting with client..as per planned, the FS will be signed on 31 May. Due to soem reason...they wan to give client good impression or what....bring forward to 26 April...who will suffer at the end...boss need 1day to go through...we need 1 month to get it done...
i have to sacrifice my weekend kl trip to work in office...damn!!!!!!!!!!!
got so many plans for my weekends....spent last 2 weekends to work on the file hope that can rest this weekend....mana tahu...very imbalance now....how how how??
i need to settle down myself....i mz calm down....i need to think positively.....beh tahan!!!!
today boss and Am meeting with client..as per planned, the FS will be signed on 31 May. Due to soem reason...they wan to give client good impression or what....bring forward to 26 April...who will suffer at the end...boss need 1day to go through...we need 1 month to get it done...
i have to sacrifice my weekend kl trip to work in office...damn!!!!!!!!!!!
got so many plans for my weekends....spent last 2 weekends to work on the file hope that can rest this weekend....mana tahu...very imbalance now....how how how??
i need to settle down myself....i mz calm down....i need to think positively.....beh tahan!!!!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Mayday 2~
today is Sunday...guess where am I now??
Bingo!! Office ><
I think my office canbe my 2nd home, the time i spent here more than the time i spend in my sleeping room...haha!! Last night leave office at 1am, taxi driver asked me izit back from office....is Saturday Night!!....i replied:"ya, saturday working night"
Hardly concentrate on my work....moody ><
This morning wake up and clean my room....wash all bed sheets...sweep the floor....was recalling since when i did not sweep the floor....keke....the window and fan so dusty....after spending about 2hrs +, my room is so neat and tidy now!! i am feeling good....even though this room like my hotel for my sleeping time only...but have quality sleeping moment is very important...haha!!
he is leaving to China for business trip....a nice guy in workplace....i wish to maintain this friendship with him...sometime, a special friend deserves more concerns that other normal friends...haha!! i admit that...he is a good listener for me...and i know there are few loyal listener always there for me....I think I am a lucky gal..haha!! he is away for 1 week...just recover from sickness...pity....all i can do is wish him can come back with healthy body....if he is "down", really no eye see....mountains of works waiting everyone....
hooray....I am going to KL...spending 2 weekends to do as much as i can for this job then i want to enjoy myself lurr....dump everything here and do whatever i want...got a bit miss KL...been staying there for alomst 7 yrs~ many gatherings ahead!! my aim is sista's wedding gown.....spending money again.....miss lotsa friends there...some close friends that keep in touch always...hope i can get a memorable weekend....
my sincere wish to everyone~ a healthy body!!
Bingo!! Office ><
I think my office canbe my 2nd home, the time i spent here more than the time i spend in my sleeping room...haha!! Last night leave office at 1am, taxi driver asked me izit back from office....is Saturday Night!!....i replied:"ya, saturday working night"
Hardly concentrate on my work....moody ><
This morning wake up and clean my room....wash all bed sheets...sweep the floor....was recalling since when i did not sweep the floor....keke....the window and fan so dusty....after spending about 2hrs +, my room is so neat and tidy now!! i am feeling good....even though this room like my hotel for my sleeping time only...but have quality sleeping moment is very important...haha!!
he is leaving to China for business trip....a nice guy in workplace....i wish to maintain this friendship with him...sometime, a special friend deserves more concerns that other normal friends...haha!! i admit that...he is a good listener for me...and i know there are few loyal listener always there for me....I think I am a lucky gal..haha!! he is away for 1 week...just recover from sickness...pity....all i can do is wish him can come back with healthy body....if he is "down", really no eye see....mountains of works waiting everyone....
hooray....I am going to KL...spending 2 weekends to do as much as i can for this job then i want to enjoy myself lurr....dump everything here and do whatever i want...got a bit miss KL...been staying there for alomst 7 yrs~ many gatherings ahead!! my aim is sista's wedding gown.....spending money again.....miss lotsa friends there...some close friends that keep in touch always...hope i can get a memorable weekend....
my sincere wish to everyone~ a healthy body!!
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Mayday 1~
Is May lurrr...today got feel to write something here....
this few days really work very late....stay alone at client place...summore skip dinner....i dont think this is the way to slim down....ulu place with no food at night...sienzzz
My Little Baby away for 2 weeks...dump me in Singapore and go "kai kai" in New Zealand....so enjoy^^ let him go travel more to experience more...haha!!
many plans ahead
21may--kl trip, shopping section
28may--wesak day..friends visit in Singapore....have to stay here lurr...photo shooting section in sg
the rest of the days...most of the time in office....is a challenging month for me....i will try my best to overcome it...
have a good feeling for this month~
this few days really work very late....stay alone at client place...summore skip dinner....i dont think this is the way to slim down....ulu place with no food at night...sienzzz
My Little Baby away for 2 weeks...dump me in Singapore and go "kai kai" in New Zealand....so enjoy^^ let him go travel more to experience more...haha!!
many plans ahead
21may--kl trip, shopping section
28may--wesak day..friends visit in Singapore....have to stay here lurr...photo shooting section in sg
the rest of the days...most of the time in office....is a challenging month for me....i will try my best to overcome it...
have a good feeling for this month~
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
end of April 2010
last week for April....
got lots of things to share....but hardly written down....
~malacca gathering~
another memorable weekend with jimuis....though i had a suffering night before reaching malacca in midnight 3am...feel so sorry for Kaishin waited for me so long....(a kiss to get ur forgiveness-muakkkk)
i jz summarised the grandmother story for the night: left work at 6pm thought i can rush for 7.30pm bus at city area (i rejected my friend offer to follow her to JB directly from client place ><) but ended up tracked in traffic jam cz by heavy rain and fallen tree....(i should take mrt!!!! regret!!) so follow my colleague for another coll birthday celebration...cz i can tumpang her sis car to JB...but we only able to reach JB Larkin Stadium at 11.15pm....and I bought the 12am KL bus (the Malay told me will depart immediately..bullshit!! and they promised to stop me at Air Hitam Toll) started my journey at 12.15am....and about to reach Air Hitam toll, the driver stopped me at roadside...asking me to walk myself to the toll area......OMG!! the brainless Malay...really dont care mine safety....i was struggling whether want to alight from the bus or not....Finally...I just dropped off the bus...walked for about 1km(maybe less than that) for about 15mins...half walk half run....cars were passing by...i was so worried they stopped and offer a lift...non-stopped call kaishin who was waiting for me at the toll....luckily she was with a Chinese policeman...we started our journey then............................................
suffering journey to kluang rewarded by joy and fun with jimuis in Malacca...and meet with grandma....worth!!! tired some Malacca local food....used to have that during my visit in Malacca...wont feel sienzzz...and wont miss it....enjoy snapping photos around....weather was hot...walked alot...so no gain weight...thanks for grandma tong sui....i like tong sui very muchie....hehe....
~office politics~
office is having some politics now....1 coll is leaving this fri, another 1 is leaving end of May...i think...as usual...more to go....for sure, I am not counted in cz i m not allowed to leave >< some abvious changes that i can feel now is some managerial level staff has empowered for some important decision.....i think firm is undergoing revolution......is this a good or bad thing?? let time proves....
~uncertainties~
encouter some uncertainties.....sometime I should judge from his reaction....I can know his answer...and the meaning behind....life is so funny....thing can come fast and go fast....people i know seems like a "temporary guest" in my life...jz faded away....I should live on my own style....in the way that i feel comfortable....
~expecting coming weekend but not coming week~ suffer more then only can feel happiness?? izit the principle of life?? i wonder why.....
got lots of things to share....but hardly written down....
~malacca gathering~
another memorable weekend with jimuis....though i had a suffering night before reaching malacca in midnight 3am...feel so sorry for Kaishin waited for me so long....(a kiss to get ur forgiveness-muakkkk)
i jz summarised the grandmother story for the night: left work at 6pm thought i can rush for 7.30pm bus at city area (i rejected my friend offer to follow her to JB directly from client place ><) but ended up tracked in traffic jam cz by heavy rain and fallen tree....(i should take mrt!!!! regret!!) so follow my colleague for another coll birthday celebration...cz i can tumpang her sis car to JB...but we only able to reach JB Larkin Stadium at 11.15pm....and I bought the 12am KL bus (the Malay told me will depart immediately..bullshit!! and they promised to stop me at Air Hitam Toll) started my journey at 12.15am....and about to reach Air Hitam toll, the driver stopped me at roadside...asking me to walk myself to the toll area......OMG!! the brainless Malay...really dont care mine safety....i was struggling whether want to alight from the bus or not....Finally...I just dropped off the bus...walked for about 1km(maybe less than that) for about 15mins...half walk half run....cars were passing by...i was so worried they stopped and offer a lift...non-stopped call kaishin who was waiting for me at the toll....luckily she was with a Chinese policeman...we started our journey then............................................
suffering journey to kluang rewarded by joy and fun with jimuis in Malacca...and meet with grandma....worth!!! tired some Malacca local food....used to have that during my visit in Malacca...wont feel sienzzz...and wont miss it....enjoy snapping photos around....weather was hot...walked alot...so no gain weight...thanks for grandma tong sui....i like tong sui very muchie....hehe....
~office politics~
office is having some politics now....1 coll is leaving this fri, another 1 is leaving end of May...i think...as usual...more to go....for sure, I am not counted in cz i m not allowed to leave >< some abvious changes that i can feel now is some managerial level staff has empowered for some important decision.....i think firm is undergoing revolution......is this a good or bad thing?? let time proves....
~uncertainties~
encouter some uncertainties.....sometime I should judge from his reaction....I can know his answer...and the meaning behind....life is so funny....thing can come fast and go fast....people i know seems like a "temporary guest" in my life...jz faded away....I should live on my own style....in the way that i feel comfortable....
~expecting coming weekend but not coming week~ suffer more then only can feel happiness?? izit the principle of life?? i wonder why.....
Saturday, April 17, 2010
*Home Sweet Home*
Was spending my weekends in JB for 3 continuous weeks....haha!! so enjoyable though most of the time staying at home....
now i realised that i like to stay at home....doing nothing...keke....as usual, I am sleeping queen....without alarm clock i wont wake up before 8am i think...my aunt jz let me wake up naturally on saturday morning, wont force me to wake up for breakfast....
feel so hang fuk now....wake up---breakfast on the table.....spending sometime reading newspapers....fridge 24hrs got fruits...haha!! (the fruits all are cut properly liao) after few hrs, lunch time....then watch tv or shopping around...4-5pm tea time....coffee or tea...but normally i jz take fruits...watch tv...actually i like to watch tv programme...jz tat no tv in Singapore...sienzzz...always face pc only...then dinner lur...will spend some time talking on phone with grandma and aunties around Malaysia...(free calls^^) then the rest of the time...tv again or in study room online..do some works...chatting....that is my day in JB...
appreciate my aunt's family treated me so good....wont let me starve...haha!! gain dunno how many kgs in 2 days time...but when back to Singapore...maintain back the weight....like balloon><
*home sweet home*
now i realised that i like to stay at home....doing nothing...keke....as usual, I am sleeping queen....without alarm clock i wont wake up before 8am i think...my aunt jz let me wake up naturally on saturday morning, wont force me to wake up for breakfast....
feel so hang fuk now....wake up---breakfast on the table.....spending sometime reading newspapers....fridge 24hrs got fruits...haha!! (the fruits all are cut properly liao) after few hrs, lunch time....then watch tv or shopping around...4-5pm tea time....coffee or tea...but normally i jz take fruits...watch tv...actually i like to watch tv programme...jz tat no tv in Singapore...sienzzz...always face pc only...then dinner lur...will spend some time talking on phone with grandma and aunties around Malaysia...(free calls^^) then the rest of the time...tv again or in study room online..do some works...chatting....that is my day in JB...
appreciate my aunt's family treated me so good....wont let me starve...haha!! gain dunno how many kgs in 2 days time...but when back to Singapore...maintain back the weight....like balloon><
*home sweet home*
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
I want back my life
my target from today~
reach office 15min earlier...i.e. 8.30am...this is to discipline myself....this is a good attitude and i mz practise it...my friend share with me those successful businessman all very punctual....punctual is not mean on time...is at 15-30min earlier...i mz learn it!!!
cannot work later than 10pm...and back as early as i can...i found out that i lack of efficiency and like to drag my work till late night..sometime is not necessary....
no work on weekend!!!
wish that this 3 most basic thing i can make it then i can have more private time to charge myself >< most concern is my health problem....
looking forward to achieving my target...
gambate!
reach office 15min earlier...i.e. 8.30am...this is to discipline myself....this is a good attitude and i mz practise it...my friend share with me those successful businessman all very punctual....punctual is not mean on time...is at 15-30min earlier...i mz learn it!!!
cannot work later than 10pm...and back as early as i can...i found out that i lack of efficiency and like to drag my work till late night..sometime is not necessary....
no work on weekend!!!
wish that this 3 most basic thing i can make it then i can have more private time to charge myself >< most concern is my health problem....
looking forward to achieving my target...
gambate!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Life Part 1
knew a guy in a special occasion.....
feel pity for his background...just got such feeling.....dunno how he can overcome everything....hope that he got support from friends or family...
have a nice chat with him during OT night...alone in office...he is kind of direct person....I am salute with his determination...but i do think he made a big mistake in his life....maybe this is so-called "life"...we have to go through many things...sometime we do make mistake..the most important thing is we learn from our mistake and wont repeat it again....no point to look backward....
2 friends broke up with bf recently....both of them shared their stories with me....i can be a good listener sometime...haha!! is important to be with friend in very down moment...i hope i can help them to overcome the period....after listening to them, i am scared of paktor....i dowan be hurt!! though i always yearning for hangfuk marriage....
actually not much comment can give....cz at this very moment, they wont listen to me...they have kind of "revenge" thoughts in their mind...seriously...they hope to find a better one to "show off" with the ex....let's time help...
ppl take advantage on me on work.....i did feel angry bout it...but if think positively....i earn it...angry is useless...it wont help....
now i want to target myself, max work time is until 10pm, mz sleep before 12am...mz take good care of my health....efficiency in work is important but health is more important...now can feel myself getting weaker...so worried
feel pity for his background...just got such feeling.....dunno how he can overcome everything....hope that he got support from friends or family...
have a nice chat with him during OT night...alone in office...he is kind of direct person....I am salute with his determination...but i do think he made a big mistake in his life....maybe this is so-called "life"...we have to go through many things...sometime we do make mistake..the most important thing is we learn from our mistake and wont repeat it again....no point to look backward....
2 friends broke up with bf recently....both of them shared their stories with me....i can be a good listener sometime...haha!! is important to be with friend in very down moment...i hope i can help them to overcome the period....after listening to them, i am scared of paktor....i dowan be hurt!! though i always yearning for hangfuk marriage....
actually not much comment can give....cz at this very moment, they wont listen to me...they have kind of "revenge" thoughts in their mind...seriously...they hope to find a better one to "show off" with the ex....let's time help...
ppl take advantage on me on work.....i did feel angry bout it...but if think positively....i earn it...angry is useless...it wont help....
now i want to target myself, max work time is until 10pm, mz sleep before 12am...mz take good care of my health....efficiency in work is important but health is more important...now can feel myself getting weaker...so worried
Friday, April 9, 2010
Fair vs Unfair
Sometime.........Life is unfair.....
This whole day I am thinking why different ppl got different treatment....Am I deserve that kind of treatment??
A client spoke very loud to me on phone, she was angry...not in good mood maybe...but I am bad mood as well...busy whole day rushing this and that....work till midnight for few days...seems like no meaning...ppl wont appreciate that...sacrifice lunch time, sleep time, own private time and spent wholly on work...what other's ppl know is sitting in office and make call to rush us...IDIOT!! I called her to ask for working for her own working paper...her answer was :" LIKE THIS LA" shit her! I very beh tahan ad..and said I find out myself and cut off the phone...
and
u know what....she realised she make mistake on the working paper and called back to say "SORRY"....shd i forgive her?? haha!! she is my client le...she PAY us...not directly..is to company...and I have to "tahan" other ppl harsh words...I din angry actually...I just tell myself...if she BEG me anything in the future....I dont think I want to help her....this so-called REVENGE!! i can take it easy for everything now....cheap labour in SIngapore...
always hope for rewards in my future then i work hard now...be patient....good thing will come back to me in the future
Now I am alone in office...all my bosses went back....
*praying*
This whole day I am thinking why different ppl got different treatment....Am I deserve that kind of treatment??
A client spoke very loud to me on phone, she was angry...not in good mood maybe...but I am bad mood as well...busy whole day rushing this and that....work till midnight for few days...seems like no meaning...ppl wont appreciate that...sacrifice lunch time, sleep time, own private time and spent wholly on work...what other's ppl know is sitting in office and make call to rush us...IDIOT!! I called her to ask for working for her own working paper...her answer was :" LIKE THIS LA" shit her! I very beh tahan ad..and said I find out myself and cut off the phone...
and
u know what....she realised she make mistake on the working paper and called back to say "SORRY"....shd i forgive her?? haha!! she is my client le...she PAY us...not directly..is to company...and I have to "tahan" other ppl harsh words...I din angry actually...I just tell myself...if she BEG me anything in the future....I dont think I want to help her....this so-called REVENGE!! i can take it easy for everything now....cheap labour in SIngapore...
always hope for rewards in my future then i work hard now...be patient....good thing will come back to me in the future
Now I am alone in office...all my bosses went back....
*praying*
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
not in good condition
feel like im not in good condition....my heartbeat is abnormal....whole day rushing for works...it never ends...never ever come to an end!!
I should take care of my health....there is no reason i neglect my health cz of this bloody work with such low pay....right??
what to do?? is my choice right? i choose to be here....and i always believe i can get rewards in future...but is it a guarantee?? no such things....nothing will guarantee our future....
why $$ always come with pressure?? haha!! this is real world and we are in real life....nothing is free....dreaming lar
Life is not easy...I am not so lucky born in rich family....have easy life....haha!! *dreaming* anyway, i believe life has no shortcut....workhard for it....i BELIEVE...i WILL enjoy a better life in the future to compensate my hard work now....
*call me lady boss*
I should take care of my health....there is no reason i neglect my health cz of this bloody work with such low pay....right??
what to do?? is my choice right? i choose to be here....and i always believe i can get rewards in future...but is it a guarantee?? no such things....nothing will guarantee our future....
why $$ always come with pressure?? haha!! this is real world and we are in real life....nothing is free....dreaming lar
Life is not easy...I am not so lucky born in rich family....have easy life....haha!! *dreaming* anyway, i believe life has no shortcut....workhard for it....i BELIEVE...i WILL enjoy a better life in the future to compensate my hard work now....
*call me lady boss*
Sunday, March 14, 2010
newborn of baby
another baby born in my life~
*canon 550D*
dunno why...suddenly....i feel like want to go into it....poisoned myself
i know i m not talented in this field...hope that can have fun from this...haha!!
heart bleeding for this little baby, but i am sure it can make my life more meaningful...capture all memorable moments....
thanks for my jimuis and my buddy de mentally support...haha!!
have to give up the baby that dunno how to appreciate me and invest in baby that bring joy to me...
ikat perut for this month...haha!!
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Lovely March
Days by days...time just passed like normal....Feel excited for this month....because is my lovely sister birthday month~ haha!! she asked present from me already...i think i have to get something for her...if not she'll complain!!
Nightmare for pass few days~ thought overnight for saturday only....sunday also the same....but how many DAYS i sleep back also cant recover back my health....
boss will compensate us by inviting us for buffet dinner this friday~ wuahaha!! consider he got heart lar....anyway...i dont wish my company die also lar....give me increment is the best reward...
struggling for buying dslr or not....when got some money (is some only le--have to save for my oct trip o le) always think of more things to satisfy myself...haha!! how le? but i am still young o....i want to cheer my life^^
this is my first step to acheive my long term target--in 5 yrs time (before 30yrs old) i think now left 4+ yrs only...wuahaha!! getting older already...i do not want to have this kind of working life anymore....experience this enought already...try to learn as much as i can...may benefit in future...
think of give up him....almost 1 mth....i need more energy to forget him....thanks for my jimuis and my buddy always support me...i am lucky to have many friends around.....hope that i can be friend with him...but seems like he is so BUSY with his things....haizzzz...got 1 more friend rather than 1 enemy right....
tired...Night
Nightmare for pass few days~ thought overnight for saturday only....sunday also the same....but how many DAYS i sleep back also cant recover back my health....
boss will compensate us by inviting us for buffet dinner this friday~ wuahaha!! consider he got heart lar....anyway...i dont wish my company die also lar....give me increment is the best reward...
struggling for buying dslr or not....when got some money (is some only le--have to save for my oct trip o le) always think of more things to satisfy myself...haha!! how le? but i am still young o....i want to cheer my life^^
this is my first step to acheive my long term target--in 5 yrs time (before 30yrs old) i think now left 4+ yrs only...wuahaha!! getting older already...i do not want to have this kind of working life anymore....experience this enought already...try to learn as much as i can...may benefit in future...
think of give up him....almost 1 mth....i need more energy to forget him....thanks for my jimuis and my buddy always support me...i am lucky to have many friends around.....hope that i can be friend with him...but seems like he is so BUSY with his things....haizzzz...got 1 more friend rather than 1 enemy right....
tired...Night
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Overnight in office
1st time in my life...and i m hoping for another time....OVERNIGHT IN OFFICE!!! working days and nights...non-stops looking all the files....omg...
now i am so so so sleepy....is 6am in the morning....waiting for boss comes in at 8am (as he said yesterday afternoon) people sleeping at home...we are working in office....
after this 2 files i can rest for a while....unpredictable how long we need to complete all those files....
now i am so so so sleepy....is 6am in the morning....waiting for boss comes in at 8am (as he said yesterday afternoon) people sleeping at home...we are working in office....
after this 2 files i can rest for a while....unpredictable how long we need to complete all those files....
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Countdown for KL trip~
Start to countdown lur....cant wait to meet jimuis and my buddy in kl....and our plan...wuahaha!!
planned for a month time....hope that this trip will be a memorable one...hoping for nice nice pic and enjoyable trip with jimuis~
Totally no CNY mood.....some of my friends start work yesterday...so so so nice....wont happen to me...long holiday...*dreaming*
this month will be a very busy month for me....now everyday work till at least 10pm...breakfast+lunch+dinner...all with colleagues...so sien larrr...beh tahan liao....so I hope this weekend come faster....i think if I am in singapore this weekend, will be my working day also...cheap labour...blekkkk
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he dowan choi me already...why har? cannot be friend? i am so curious what is happening....hope that he continue like this then i can let go in few weeks time...I should thank him...for what he has done....should feel happy...give me more time....
planned for a month time....hope that this trip will be a memorable one...hoping for nice nice pic and enjoyable trip with jimuis~
Totally no CNY mood.....some of my friends start work yesterday...so so so nice....wont happen to me...long holiday...*dreaming*
this month will be a very busy month for me....now everyday work till at least 10pm...breakfast+lunch+dinner...all with colleagues...so sien larrr...beh tahan liao....so I hope this weekend come faster....i think if I am in singapore this weekend, will be my working day also...cheap labour...blekkkk
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he dowan choi me already...why har? cannot be friend? i am so curious what is happening....hope that he continue like this then i can let go in few weeks time...I should thank him...for what he has done....should feel happy...give me more time....
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Mid of Lunar New Year
Office "lou sang" and they called it "lou hei" in singapore~
seems like all colleagues not so interest in it...busy with works...really dunno how to enjoy life~haha!! honestly, not really taste good....my wish is faster get increment!! yea yea
yesterday was 人日, my singapore aunt invited me to her house for dinner....there mz be a dish that have 7 types of vegetables...wonder why...haha!! dinner was delicious...i always support home-cooked...粗茶淡饭 i also ok de...
unhappy thing happened after dinner...they were qaurreling bout some issues....all about money...blekk...i hate that!! to all adults: please think before act! and please care about our feelings...to the particular kids: please respect old people!! u are too rude!!
spent whole sat in office....what's miserable life~ bring back files to complete at home....my sunday also facing pc for my work...but at the same time doing own things...very inefficient day..haha!! dont care...weekends is my own time ma....
many family preparing to pray tonight...is 天公诞 tomorrow~
Have to say "Happy Lunar New Year" until the 15th day...haha!!
Thursday, February 18, 2010
2010 6th day of CNY
12 am now...time flies....
leave office at 11pm....reached home bout 11.30pm...bath, wash clothes, fold clothes, 泡脚-ing...and sit in front of my pc to enjoy my night....is time to sleep already...*sad sad* how long this kind of life will last? my AM booked me for this weekend...pity him....have to help him...心软
now office no CNY feel....can feel that we are in the battle....mountains of works!!
just now passed by the place he waited me for the night....a bit miss him...patiently wait for me..haha!! this is past tense lor....all about that is just memories....
now thinking of my proposal...my 5 years dream~~
got "homework" to submit next weekend...Taiwan trip ideas...omg...sure sut gao gao by Kaishin for not doing well for my homework....cannot let ppl see die die 1...haha!!
time to clean my table and start a good good day ahead...
leave office at 11pm....reached home bout 11.30pm...bath, wash clothes, fold clothes, 泡脚-ing...and sit in front of my pc to enjoy my night....is time to sleep already...*sad sad* how long this kind of life will last? my AM booked me for this weekend...pity him....have to help him...心软
now office no CNY feel....can feel that we are in the battle....mountains of works!!
just now passed by the place he waited me for the night....a bit miss him...patiently wait for me..haha!! this is past tense lor....all about that is just memories....
now thinking of my proposal...my 5 years dream~~
got "homework" to submit next weekend...Taiwan trip ideas...omg...sure sut gao gao by Kaishin for not doing well for my homework....cannot let ppl see die die 1...haha!!
time to clean my table and start a good good day ahead...
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
4th day of CNY
start work lurrrr....still in CNY mood..but colleagues in office seems like all back to working mood liao....haizzz...
early morning heard my AM voice....reminding me this and that..check mails....luckily my mail box din explore...haha!!
sometime quite enjoy my work...if I am given time to complete my job...but normally wont have such chances lar...rush rush rush...
3.30pm~ Lion Dance in office...my indian boss wan make office very ONG...haha!! HUAT ah!!
this Lion quite nice le...able to get from side angle...
My Singapore aunt called me for dinner today~
haha!! last night back from Malacca, only eat instant noodle le...all stalls no open><
delicious dinner with lotsa dishes....non-stop eating....home-cooked le....
~curry fish, fried meng kuang, fried sea cucumber, lo bak, lotus root soup~ all favourites...
so so so hang fuk....omg...so tempting and I have to put aside my diet plan...
easily satisfied small lady is me...haha!!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
2010 CNY
reluctant to back to Singapore~
feel stress when stepped on this piece of land...have to back to work...
enjoy my day in Malacca with grandma, sister and cousins
enjoy my day in Malacca with grandma, sister and cousins
30th night reunion dinner dishes~ simple and nice...miss home-cooked for quite some time...anti ajinomoto food!!
tongsui & gambling session~
1st day of CNY~ angpow session
雪蛤...nice nice and can make complexion leng leng~
lou sang session~HUAT AH!!
grandma "reserve" laksa for me...wuahaha!! i miss it so much..cant find it in Singapore
shermyn--me--jessmyn
back to Terengganu lur~
Birdnest!!!
this really cost alot...keke...
*before*
*before*
*after*
Last but not least, a must during CNY~~
ten ten ten ten......
年糕 i like this very muchie...wuahaha!!
cousins gathering--karaoke session
wish everyone has a happy year ahead
wish everyone has a happy year ahead
Saturday, February 13, 2010
新的一年~
前几天的闷闷不乐，在今天一次过消失了
看见婆婆的笑脸，大家不停讲话的声音。。。好有feel~
团圆饭好好吃，其实是家常便饭，但好久好久没吃了。。。奶奶的厨艺没变 ^^
昨天一整晚有好多的想法，经过一天的是时间，我应该相通的
不要抱着希望，可能失望就不会很大了
很多东西都是假象来的，脚踏实地的做人就好了
生活有很多选择，我希望我的选择会让我得到更多的快乐
新年快乐
希望自己工作顺利，早日找到好归属^^
看见婆婆的笑脸，大家不停讲话的声音。。。好有feel~
团圆饭好好吃，其实是家常便饭，但好久好久没吃了。。。奶奶的厨艺没变 ^^
昨天一整晚有好多的想法，经过一天的是时间，我应该相通的
不要抱着希望，可能失望就不会很大了
很多东西都是假象来的，脚踏实地的做人就好了
生活有很多选择，我希望我的选择会让我得到更多的快乐
新年快乐
希望自己工作顺利，早日找到好归属^^
Monday, February 8, 2010
Countdown for CNY~
4-3-2-1......4 more days I can go home lurr!!so excited I can be princess at home...no need do housework..wake up got food to eat...chat non-stop...watch TV...this is only things can do at home...
today almost cried during working hours....more jobbs coming in...and really stress!! 3 jobs on hand...1 new job jz assigned to me...AM really see me HIGH HIGH lor...but i mz balance my ability ma...if i have US time then okla..at least i can handle more things...now got Sg time only le...
tired tired tired...
today almost cried during working hours....more jobbs coming in...and really stress!! 3 jobs on hand...1 new job jz assigned to me...AM really see me HIGH HIGH lor...but i mz balance my ability ma...if i have US time then okla..at least i can handle more things...now got Sg time only le...
tired tired tired...
Sunday, February 7, 2010
CNY mood~
Countdown for CNY...seems like everyone in holiday mood..but my works still like never ending...i reli no eye see ==
Having Monday blue feeling again~ even work on both sat and sun....everyday like in battlefield..non-stop work and work....this is the critical moment to challenge myself...to handle jobs..handle myself...everything...I am so worried...jz try my best to cope it...and rest more during CNY~
Friday~
important day....looking forward...but worried also
alot of thoughts in my mind...hope for the best for everything...
Having Monday blue feeling again~ even work on both sat and sun....everyday like in battlefield..non-stop work and work....this is the critical moment to challenge myself...to handle jobs..handle myself...everything...I am so worried...jz try my best to cope it...and rest more during CNY~
Friday~
important day....looking forward...but worried also
alot of thoughts in my mind...hope for the best for everything...
Saturday, February 6, 2010
心情~
今天的心情真得乱七八糟的
本来不想抱着希望，才不会有太大的失望--我是这样想的
但是却做出了“违背”自己想法的东西，好像不断的出卖自己。。。觉得自己很好笑
今天，我发现我自己可以很依赖，很怕别人觉得我很烦
不知是这个时期荷尔蒙失调搞到心情七上八下
要做到依赖中有点独立，应该蛮难得吧。。。但我相信会平衡到的。。。不想给被人负担
工作令到我快要疯了，手头上有三份，下星期多一份。。。叫我怎么过新年
可能对自己的要求很高，工作有时又不专心。。。真是没完没了
很担心
还有另一件事令我更担心的，未知的东西往往都是最担心的，无论如何，平常心吧
本来不想抱着希望，才不会有太大的失望--我是这样想的
但是却做出了“违背”自己想法的东西，好像不断的出卖自己。。。觉得自己很好笑
今天，我发现我自己可以很依赖，很怕别人觉得我很烦
不知是这个时期荷尔蒙失调搞到心情七上八下
要做到依赖中有点独立，应该蛮难得吧。。。但我相信会平衡到的。。。不想给被人负担
工作令到我快要疯了，手头上有三份，下星期多一份。。。叫我怎么过新年
可能对自己的要求很高，工作有时又不专心。。。真是没完没了
很担心
还有另一件事令我更担心的，未知的东西往往都是最担心的，无论如何，平常心吧
Friday, February 5, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
February II
Today my company has an annoucement: one of our audit team will be subsumed to another 1...from now onwards, there will be 2 teams only...I think something happen (big matter!!)....so curious le...this thing not easily happen in a firm...have to kepo kepo...
Quite sad to hear from my sis that her bf's sister wanted to separate with her husband...not sure in what stage now...what people treat marriage like playing? is a one in a life time thing...dont get into marriage if u dont think u can take it...how sad..summore she jz give birth...haizz...
watched Fish Leong marriage video clip...so so so touching...My tears dropped...simple and romantic...2 ppl are matured enough to get married...wish they can happily ever after~
I wish that I can rest during this weekend...but seems like i need to work ><
Quite sad to hear from my sis that her bf's sister wanted to separate with her husband...not sure in what stage now...what people treat marriage like playing? is a one in a life time thing...dont get into marriage if u dont think u can take it...how sad..summore she jz give birth...haizz...
watched Fish Leong marriage video clip...so so so touching...My tears dropped...simple and romantic...2 ppl are matured enough to get married...wish they can happily ever after~
I wish that I can rest during this weekend...but seems like i need to work ><
Monday, February 1, 2010
February~
Time flies~
in Singapore for 2 mths lurrrr....lots of things happened in this New Year and this 2 mths
~with a new jobs, with new colleagues...so glad to have secondary classmate in the same firm..make me feel warm all the time...learn again for the jobs on hand....be humble all the time
~Shanghai-Zhejiang oversea assignment....given chance to audit oversea...fulfill one of my dream--visit China!! unbelievable...and I was so excited...2 trips in 2 mths...1st trip was nice...haha!! will upload more photos later on...a bit lazy..keke...2nd trip...worked like cow *mow mow* ><
~went through 1st xmas and 1st new year in Singapore....though i was spending my xmas eve and the day in penang, but visit Orchard few times....until very sien ad...keke...and new year lor...no countdown for me...too tired...no kaki also lar...
~CNY is coming soon...very excited....this year buy some "dried food" for family...hope that they are happy ^^...I am going to meet with my dear dear sis, my lovely grandma, my aunt and cousins...cant left out dad and mum..hope they are healthy alwayz...
~countdowning the date to meet with jimuis~ i super miss u all..and i think this trip will be a most memorable one...wuahaha!!
~prepare for more tough working environment..with sacrificing of night time, weekends....I mz be very hardworking and fight for my target..and I wish i can make it....*confident*
in Singapore for 2 mths lurrrr....lots of things happened in this New Year and this 2 mths
~with a new jobs, with new colleagues...so glad to have secondary classmate in the same firm..make me feel warm all the time...learn again for the jobs on hand....be humble all the time
~Shanghai-Zhejiang oversea assignment....given chance to audit oversea...fulfill one of my dream--visit China!! unbelievable...and I was so excited...2 trips in 2 mths...1st trip was nice...haha!! will upload more photos later on...a bit lazy..keke...2nd trip...worked like cow *mow mow* ><
~went through 1st xmas and 1st new year in Singapore....though i was spending my xmas eve and the day in penang, but visit Orchard few times....until very sien ad...keke...and new year lor...no countdown for me...too tired...no kaki also lar...
~CNY is coming soon...very excited....this year buy some "dried food" for family...hope that they are happy ^^...I am going to meet with my dear dear sis, my lovely grandma, my aunt and cousins...cant left out dad and mum..hope they are healthy alwayz...
~countdowning the date to meet with jimuis~ i super miss u all..and i think this trip will be a most memorable one...wuahaha!!
~prepare for more tough working environment..with sacrificing of night time, weekends....I mz be very hardworking and fight for my target..and I wish i can make it....*confident*
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