not in good condition

feel like im not in good condition....my heartbeat is abnormal....whole day rushing for works...it never ends...never ever come to an end!!

I should take care of my health....there is no reason i neglect my health cz of this bloody work with such low pay....right??

what to do?? is my choice right? i choose to be here....and i always believe i can get rewards in future...but is it a guarantee?? no such things....nothing will guarantee our future....

why $$ always come with pressure?? haha!! this is real world and we are in real life....nothing is free....dreaming lar

Life is not easy...I am not so lucky born in rich family....have easy life....haha!! *dreaming* anyway, i believe life has no shortcut....workhard for it....i BELIEVE...i WILL enjoy a better life in the future to compensate my hard work now....


*call me lady boss*

newborn of baby

another baby born in my life~

*canon 550D*

dunno why...suddenly....i feel like want to go into it....poisoned myself

i know i m not talented in this field...hope that can have fun from this...haha!!

heart bleeding for this little baby, but i am sure it can make my life more meaningful...capture all memorable moments....

thanks for my jimuis and my buddy de mentally support...haha!!

have to give up the baby that dunno how to appreciate me and invest in baby that bring joy to me...

ikat perut for this month...haha!!

Lovely March

Days by days...time just passed like normal....Feel excited for this month....because is my lovely sister birthday month~ haha!! she asked present from me already...i think i have to get something for her...if not she'll complain!!

Nightmare for pass few days~ thought overnight for saturday only....sunday also the same....but how many DAYS i sleep back also cant recover back my health....

boss will compensate us by inviting us for buffet dinner this friday~ wuahaha!! consider he got heart lar....anyway...i dont wish my company die also lar....give me increment is the best reward...

struggling for buying dslr or not....when got some money (is some only le--have to save for my oct trip o le) always think of more things to satisfy myself...haha!! how le? but i am still young o....i want to cheer my life^^

this is my first step to acheive my long term target--in 5 yrs time (before 30yrs old) i think now left 4+ yrs only...wuahaha!! getting older already...i do not want to have this kind of working life anymore....experience this enought already...try to learn as much as i can...may benefit in future...

think of give up him....almost 1 mth....i need more energy to forget him....thanks for my jimuis and my buddy always support me...i am lucky to have many friends around.....hope that i can be friend with him...but seems like he is so BUSY with his things....haizzzz...got 1 more friend rather than 1 enemy right....

tired...Night

Overnight in office

1st time in my life...and i m hoping for another time....OVERNIGHT IN OFFICE!!! working days and nights...non-stops looking all the files....omg...

now i am so so so sleepy....is 6am in the morning....waiting for boss comes in at 8am (as he said yesterday afternoon) people sleeping at home...we are working in office....

after this 2 files i can rest for a while....unpredictable how long we need to complete all those files....