end of April 2010

last week for April....

got lots of things to share....but hardly written down....

~malacca gathering~
another memorable weekend with jimuis....though i had a suffering night before reaching malacca in midnight 3am...feel so sorry for Kaishin waited for me so long....(a kiss to get ur forgiveness-muakkkk)

i jz summarised the grandmother story for the night: left work at 6pm thought i can rush for 7.30pm bus at city area (i rejected my friend offer to follow her to JB directly from client place ><) but ended up tracked in traffic jam cz by heavy rain and fallen tree....(i should take mrt!!!! regret!!) so follow my colleague for another coll birthday celebration...cz i can tumpang her sis car to JB...but we only able to reach JB Larkin Stadium at 11.15pm....and I bought the 12am KL bus (the Malay told me will depart immediately..bullshit!! and they promised to stop me at Air Hitam Toll) started my journey at 12.15am....and about to reach Air Hitam toll, the driver stopped me at roadside...asking me to walk myself to the toll area......OMG!! the brainless Malay...really dont care mine safety....i was struggling whether want to alight from the bus or not....Finally...I just dropped off the bus...walked for about 1km(maybe less than that) for about 15mins...half walk half run....cars were passing by...i was so worried they stopped and offer a lift...non-stopped call kaishin who was waiting for me at the toll....luckily she was with a Chinese policeman...we started our journey then............................................

suffering journey to kluang rewarded by joy and fun with jimuis in Malacca...and meet with grandma....worth!!! tired some Malacca local food....used to have that during my visit in Malacca...wont feel sienzzz...and wont miss it....enjoy snapping photos around....weather was hot...walked alot...so no gain weight...thanks for grandma tong sui....i like tong sui very muchie....hehe....

~office politics~
office is having some politics now....1 coll is leaving this fri, another 1 is leaving end of May...i think...as usual...more to go....for sure, I am not counted in cz i m not allowed to leave >< some abvious changes that i can feel now is some managerial level staff has empowered for some important decision.....i think firm is undergoing revolution......is this a good or bad thing?? let time proves....

~uncertainties~
encouter some uncertainties.....sometime I should judge from his reaction....I can know his answer...and the meaning behind....life is so funny....thing can come fast and go fast....people i know seems like a "temporary guest" in my life...jz faded away....I should live on my own style....in the way that i feel comfortable....

~expecting coming weekend but not coming week~ suffer more then only can feel happiness?? izit the principle of life?? i wonder why.....

*Home Sweet Home*

Was spending my weekends in JB for 3 continuous weeks....haha!! so enjoyable though most of the time staying at home....

now i realised that i like to stay at home....doing nothing...keke....as usual, I am sleeping queen....without alarm clock i wont wake up before 8am i think...my aunt jz let me wake up naturally on saturday morning, wont force me to wake up for breakfast....

feel so hang fuk now....wake up---breakfast on the table.....spending sometime reading newspapers....fridge 24hrs got fruits...haha!! (the fruits all are cut properly liao) after few hrs, lunch time....then watch tv or shopping around...4-5pm tea time....coffee or tea...but normally i jz take fruits...watch tv...actually i like to watch tv programme...jz tat no tv in Singapore...sienzzz...always face pc only...then dinner lur...will spend some time talking on phone with grandma and aunties around Malaysia...(free calls^^) then the rest of the time...tv again or in study room online..do some works...chatting....that is my day in JB...

appreciate my aunt's family treated me so good....wont let me starve...haha!! gain dunno how many kgs in 2 days time...but when back to Singapore...maintain back the weight....like balloon><

*home sweet home*

I want back my life

my target from today~

reach office 15min earlier...i.e. 8.30am...this is to discipline myself....this is a good attitude and i mz practise it...my friend share with me those successful businessman all very punctual....punctual is not mean on time...is at 15-30min earlier...i mz learn it!!!

cannot work later than 10pm...and back as early as i can...i found out that i lack of efficiency and like to drag my work till late night..sometime is not necessary....

no work on weekend!!!


wish that this 3 most basic thing i can make it then i can have more private time to charge myself >< most concern is my health problem....

looking forward to achieving my target...

gambate!

Life Part 1

knew a guy in a special occasion.....

feel pity for his background...just got such feeling.....dunno how he can overcome everything....hope that he got support from friends or family...

have a nice chat with him during OT night...alone in office...he is kind of direct person....I am salute with his determination...but i do think he made a big mistake in his life....maybe this is so-called "life"...we have to go through many things...sometime we do make mistake..the most important thing is we learn from our mistake and wont repeat it again....no point to look backward....

2 friends broke up with bf recently....both of them shared their stories with me....i can be a good listener sometime...haha!! is important to be with friend in very down moment...i hope i can help them to overcome the period....after listening to them, i am scared of paktor....i dowan be hurt!! though i always yearning for hangfuk marriage....

actually not much comment can give....cz at this very moment, they wont listen to me...they have kind of "revenge" thoughts in their mind...seriously...they hope to find a better one to "show off" with the ex....let's time help...

ppl take advantage on me on work.....i did feel angry bout it...but if think positively....i earn it...angry is useless...it wont help....

now i want to target myself, max work time is until 10pm, mz sleep before 12am...mz take good care of my health....efficiency in work is important but health is more important...now can feel myself getting weaker...so worried

Fair vs Unfair

Sometime.........Life is unfair.....

This whole day I am thinking why different ppl got different treatment....Am I deserve that kind of treatment??

A client spoke very loud to me on phone, she was angry...not in good mood maybe...but I am bad mood as well...busy whole day rushing this and that....work till midnight for few days...seems like no meaning...ppl wont appreciate that...sacrifice lunch time, sleep time, own private time and spent wholly on work...what other's ppl know is sitting in office and make call to rush us...IDIOT!! I called her to ask for working for her own working paper...her answer was :" LIKE THIS LA" shit her! I very beh tahan ad..and said I find out myself and cut off the phone...

and

u know what....she realised she make mistake on the working paper and called back to say "SORRY"....shd i forgive her?? haha!! she is my client le...she PAY us...not directly..is to company...and I have to "tahan" other ppl harsh words...I din angry actually...I just tell myself...if she BEG me anything in the future....I dont think I want to help her....this so-called REVENGE!! i can take it easy for everything now....cheap labour in SIngapore...

always hope for rewards in my future then i work hard now...be patient....good thing will come back to me in the future


Now I am alone in office...all my bosses went back....
*praying*