so suffering now...i dont like this kind of working life...this kind of environment!! please rescue me from here ><
suddenly feel so down...is it worth to work like crazy for money?? knowledge?? i think i will choose a normal life...
how?
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
working life~
it is peak period for auditors...and i dont feel any off-peak for my firm till now...maybe it can classify as super peak or peak??
now comes the problem: if there is only busy period for your work, says 3 months a year and u have to fully stand by there...sacrifice everything in your life in that 3 months....do u think is worth?? everything i mean here includes dinner time with friends, work on both SAT and SUN (become compulsory thing), no exercise time, cant go back hometown......
i am thinking why cant we still acheive work-life balance in that 3 months?? maybe more emphasize on work but still have PERSONAL TIME.....haizzz
and i can predict this not last for 3 months and it most probably 6months or longer....health also affected man!! struggling whether i still want to stay longer here....maybe this is learning stage and still can take up when we are still young....but....i dint see any better situation for my managers and above......
money or life more important?? hard to judge right? i jz wish to have time for personal interest....go home more often...but this comes with prices....we mz pay for that and we have to think where is the source of money...if i am holding a position that can go home punctually....senang senang work....where is this world got company willing to pay you with high income with those job scope....
life vs money
maybe i have to re-think it seriously...what i want in my life.....
now comes the problem: if there is only busy period for your work, says 3 months a year and u have to fully stand by there...sacrifice everything in your life in that 3 months....do u think is worth?? everything i mean here includes dinner time with friends, work on both SAT and SUN (become compulsory thing), no exercise time, cant go back hometown......
i am thinking why cant we still acheive work-life balance in that 3 months?? maybe more emphasize on work but still have PERSONAL TIME.....haizzz
and i can predict this not last for 3 months and it most probably 6months or longer....health also affected man!! struggling whether i still want to stay longer here....maybe this is learning stage and still can take up when we are still young....but....i dint see any better situation for my managers and above......
money or life more important?? hard to judge right? i jz wish to have time for personal interest....go home more often...but this comes with prices....we mz pay for that and we have to think where is the source of money...if i am holding a position that can go home punctually....senang senang work....where is this world got company willing to pay you with high income with those job scope....
life vs money
maybe i have to re-think it seriously...what i want in my life.....
Sunday, November 28, 2010
i'm bAck!!!
yaya, i am back....now i check back my last post, is August...really omg...too long i never update my blog...thanks to yy keep on reminding me that no updates from me..haha! here is the best place to release stress, to tell my own stories....
is end of November...since last mon, after my cousin's wedding week, feel so stress up and down...i guess maybe hormon imbalance also..haha!! girl allows to be emotional few days in a month...is forgiveable~
now the most important thing in my life is facing ACCA exam, final paper!! i really wish i can successfully pass and i no need to sit for this kind of suffering exam again~ everyone around me asking me when i plan to finish it...especially my family, my aunt, cousin etc...really dunno how to answer them...so i mz mz mz pass this sitting! bless me...of course have to put in 100% effort~
in btw, face working pressure at the moment...now my strategy in workplace is----low profile, do my own thing, talk less.....try to keep the passion of work....though not really much "heart" staying in this firm, but i have to wait until end of my bond period....and leave~
i make a very dumb mistake again....have feeling towards someone that do not appreciate me....i shdnt be so silly again...luckily not too deep...is time to wake up and continue with my life...have lots of plan for my life...getting older and i reli scare of reaching age 30...the worrying part is i must achieve certain target at that age, so i have to work hard for that....
i always want to thank my friends that stay beside me all the time...my jimuis...my best buddy....appreciate that....u all really bright up my life....muaksss
now we are waiting for our 2012 annual trip....sound abit funny....2011 we dont have annual trip for jimuis...planning for NZ trip in 2012....hehe....
生命有所期待变得更精彩
is end of November...since last mon, after my cousin's wedding week, feel so stress up and down...i guess maybe hormon imbalance also..haha!! girl allows to be emotional few days in a month...is forgiveable~
now the most important thing in my life is facing ACCA exam, final paper!! i really wish i can successfully pass and i no need to sit for this kind of suffering exam again~ everyone around me asking me when i plan to finish it...especially my family, my aunt, cousin etc...really dunno how to answer them...so i mz mz mz pass this sitting! bless me...of course have to put in 100% effort~
in btw, face working pressure at the moment...now my strategy in workplace is----low profile, do my own thing, talk less.....try to keep the passion of work....though not really much "heart" staying in this firm, but i have to wait until end of my bond period....and leave~
i make a very dumb mistake again....have feeling towards someone that do not appreciate me....i shdnt be so silly again...luckily not too deep...is time to wake up and continue with my life...have lots of plan for my life...getting older and i reli scare of reaching age 30...the worrying part is i must achieve certain target at that age, so i have to work hard for that....
i always want to thank my friends that stay beside me all the time...my jimuis...my best buddy....appreciate that....u all really bright up my life....muaksss
now we are waiting for our 2012 annual trip....sound abit funny....2011 we dont have annual trip for jimuis...planning for NZ trip in 2012....hehe....
生命有所期待变得更精彩
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Sorry to my friend
so long didnt update my blog....i miss my personal space here...
have to say sorry to my friend...this time i have to reject u....very very firm.....i really cant take it....i know this make u sad....i shouldnt give u hope...is my fault...i jz wan to say sorry....
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Bad mood
After back from sandakan, many things happened...make me very bad mood....sometime i just wish i can ignore everything happened at home and live happily myself in Singapore...can I?
if everyone can do his/her own part well...then the world is peace....
why why why?
hope that bad things can go away....
if everyone can do his/her own part well...then the world is peace....
why why why?
hope that bad things can go away....
Saturday, June 5, 2010
时间,是最大的成本.
时间,是无价的;这当中,也包括它可以换来的成就.
但如果你认真去计算,为达目的所付出的时间成本,还是会让你大吃一惊
生个孩子,将他养大成人需要多少时间?
为了环游世界,需要准备多久的时间筹足旅费上路?
为了做自己想做的事,需要转换跑道几回,跌倒几次,才能够实现?
正当时间一分一秒的过去,已经有人努力不懈的在为人生的目标打稳基础;
所以,你是不是应该问问自己,现在是在消耗时间成本,还是在筹集时间成本?
~很有意思~
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Mayday 3~
20 May 2010....
My baby back to me lorr.....was away to NZ for 2 weeks time....i think he enjoy itself very much there^^
already 5mths+ in this firm....life is always unfair.....some people contribute alot of hardwork but no one knows....when no one appreciate you, i dont think you will be happy staying here....this applied to one of my lovely colleague....whereas, some people....maybe got "outstanding look" and having special treatment....but i believe...this wont last......feel so sorry to my dear colleague....
dunno why...no mood to work....when i think about my kl trip....very imbalance...i mz have my compensation....my health problem is bothering me now.....my heart beat....is very unstable..this makes me very worried...i am looking forward a bright future for myself...dont what to suffer myself in this kind of environment...but is all about job satisfaction and challenge in my life...sometime i do like my job...sometime only..haha!!
My baby back to me lorr.....was away to NZ for 2 weeks time....i think he enjoy itself very much there^^
already 5mths+ in this firm....life is always unfair.....some people contribute alot of hardwork but no one knows....when no one appreciate you, i dont think you will be happy staying here....this applied to one of my lovely colleague....whereas, some people....maybe got "outstanding look" and having special treatment....but i believe...this wont last......feel so sorry to my dear colleague....
dunno why...no mood to work....when i think about my kl trip....very imbalance...i mz have my compensation....my health problem is bothering me now.....my heart beat....is very unstable..this makes me very worried...i am looking forward a bright future for myself...dont what to suffer myself in this kind of environment...but is all about job satisfaction and challenge in my life...sometime i do like my job...sometime only..haha!!
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